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Monday, February 7, 2011

i hate goodbyes

really, i do.

i cry almost everytime i leave someone or somewhere for a long time.

it has only been made worse by me living in charlotte all week and matt living in columbia all week. i only see him thursday night-sunday night and i hate it. when i leave on sunday night, i cry.

some people have said it has probably been made worse by the hormones of pregnancy which may or may not be true. when we were dating (long distance, the entire time) i would cry every time i left him or he left me. i would cry a few times a week at night from missing him. i just cried a lot then. and i definitely wasn't pregnant then.

the truth is i know this is temporary, or i wouldn't keep doing it. matt graduates the beginning of may and then he can move up here to be with me (and hopefully to find a job!). i just have to endure 12 more weeks. then, hopefully, we will finally say goodbye to having a long distance relationship once and for all!

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